27 weeks 4 days

It has been too long since I posted here last. My schedule is crushing me right now, but I am doing this for you guys. This weekend I went to work Friday morning at 6:30am and went straight to the Pediatric ICU to do clinical time came home about 7pm. Saturday I worked a 24 at the fire station and went directly to the ER Sunday morning to do some more clinical time and got home at 6pm Sunday night. So it hasn't been easy.

I'd like you to see like my dad would have liked me to see why i run this race, but you won't understand it for a long time. You are not even born and you help to motivate me every day to keep going. I run this race for you -- not only to win this race for you, but to show you how to run it.

How can I fail? You and your brother are counting on me. I love you both so much I fear death now.

25 weeks 5 days

Baby,

Lately when we put your big brother to bed we make him kiss you goodnight. He walks over and kisses your mommies belly and then we go upstairs and read a book. It is the sweetest thing ever. We can't wait to see you and read books to you too.